Here we are, yet another month-end and yet another boring blog post.
Thanks to COVID and lockdown for temporarily taking out travel and treks off my life. Things that I love and enjoy writing on. Without these, I have nothing much exciting to write. With a couple of hours left for the day to end, I am just letting my thoughts flow this time. It’s going to be a lot of musings, so if you wanted to skip, this is the best time.
May might be a least favorite month, at least for the people of my city due to the blazing heat. But, for me, it has always been the favorite of all. It’s the month that always kept me excited. Not just because of May 4th, Star Wars Day (“May The Force Be With You”), but also cos it’s also my birthday month. During school days, my birthday always comes during the summer holidays, so no chance of celebrating with my friends. During my college days, 3 out of 4 years, I had semester exams on my birthday. For the rest of 1 year, it was an exam prep day. How unfortunate; my birthdays used to be such a low-key thing. Finally, things changed when I started working. Eventually, I had birthday celebrations at my workplace, and with my friends, it made it even more exciting and a day to anticipate.
The last birthday was the craziest ever and definitely not in a positive sense. It was amid the 1st wave of the COVID lockdown and was in the worst lows of my life. At the same time, my daughter was a bit sick and got admitted to the hospital; she was discharged only a couple of days before my birthday. Being laid off from work, I was actively job hunting as well. As a blessing in disguise, the only comfort was a video that my wife Bansky made compiling wishes from most of my close friends, which gave me a lot of hope during such a tough time.
Again, this birthday also turned out to be a lockdown birthday. That too, during a much worse 2nd wave. Things turned out to be better for me this time on both the personal and professional fronts. Also, I received a ton of hearty wishes from loved ones that made me feel blessed. But at the same time, the bitter and harsh reality outside sucks big time.
Trigger Warning – COVID Death
During the 1st wave, despite COVID infections in the close family and friends circle, luckily, there wasn’t any fatality. But that wasn’t the case this time. Almost every day, I heard some bad news from my close circle, and that really took a toll on my mental health. Either it was someone infected and under medical care or some who lost their dear ones permanently. One thing that hit my family and myself really hard was the demise of my close school friend’s dad, who is also a close family friend. In fact, there wasn’t even a single function that happened at our home without their family present as a whole. I wish strength to my friend and his family.
All I could hope is that things turn better on my next birthday so that I can go out and celebrate with my friends and family. I wish the same for all of us. Till then, take care and stay safe.